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Two
02:50
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I wish that you were easy to forget. I wish you weren’t so beautiful. I wish you hadn’t ended it cuz if there’s one thing that I’ve gotta let you know, it’s that I still want you back. In fact, I just can’t let you go.
No use in hiding or fighting what I’ve been denying. Without you, I’m nothing at all. And though it feels like I’m dying, all torn up inside, know that I’ll be here if you call.
I never thought that I could hurt this bad, but just imagine how it felt for me to lose you just like that. I hope that everything with you is going fine. I hope you figured your life out because you really fucked up mine.
I can’t stop dreaming about you and me and the notion that you’d take me back. I may be strong, but there’s no moving on from a girl like you. That’s a fact.
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Cheddar Point
02:43
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I thought about her Monday morning. I had impatiently awaited Sunday’s end ‘cause she’s fucking fine and I still miss her every time weekends arrive. Let’s not pretend that you’re not the one that I dream of at night. It seems that I can’t get you off my mind. I only want what I know I can never have.
And then I’ll see her in the hallway. Well, if she waves to me, you know I’ll smile too. Could she be mine? Am I just wasting all of this time? I can’t decide. What can I do? I guess I’ll lie in bed at night, listen to Blink 182, and think of what I should’ve said to you. I only want what I know I can never have.
I thought about her Monday morning as I prepared myself for yet another day. I can’t deny that this girl is always on my mind. What’s there to hide? What can I say? You’re constantly reminding me of every chance I blew and all of the things I never said to you. I only want what I know I can never have.
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Awesome Possum
02:14
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I walked around her like a stupid and foolish guy who tried so hard just not to waste her time, and then she changed her mind and fucking made me feel so useless and broke it off when everything was going fine, or so I thought.
When I thought about the way this girl went and used me, I realized that I had done the same before and I’m a hypocrite for thinking that I don’t deserve this when actually I don’t think I deserve much more.
This song’s for everyone whose heart was ever broken. I’ve spent the last few years alone and, oh my God, I know it burns like hell at night. This song’s for every girl who I have ever let down cuz I know I acted like an ass. Oh my God, I’m gonna try to make it right. I’m gonna try to make this right.
It’s nice to know that you didn’t care about me and you still maintain I’m wrong, but there are ways to do things and you don’t have the right to say that I can’t write this off.
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MONEY IN THE BANK
03:02
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I was thinking all night ‘bout the way we met and how this feeling’s so right cuz I know you’re Juliet. I can be your Romeo if you want. I’ll be your perfect guy. Let me spend every day looking into your eyes. I’d never let you slip away cuz when I think of you this comes to mind…
You are the one that I want, every hour, everyday, because this feeling’s so wrong when you’ve gone away, and I need you to know that I can’t survive when I’m out here alone without your hand in mine. I promise that when I am dreaming tonight, I’ll be thinking of you and your beautiful smile, and I’m sure that I will forget to breathe for a while.
I was thinking all night ‘bout the way things are and how this feeling’s so right when I have you in my arms. It’s safe to say that I’ll never change my mind. With all of this love, so true, please don’t apologize for saying “I love you” over a million different times cuz when you say it, girl, I melt inside.
I still have hope that we’ll keep strong cuz I would listen to you go on and on and on and on. And you should know that once I’m gone, our relationship will go on and on and on and on. On and on and on.
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Kaitlyn
04:25
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To this day I feel elated when I think of you and me. Oh, how my perfect summer story could have gone so differently had I missed the opportunity to hang with you that day. Would not have fallen for you. So here’s the truth, I guess I’m left with this to say: It was something of an accident that you came into my life, but looking back I’m glad that things worked out so perfectly cuz I’m the type of guy who needs somebody and it’s clear that you’re the one who’s gonna make me feel the best I’ve ever felt cuz baby you’re second to none.
I still remember how you looked at me the night of our first date, and when we kissed I got a feeling that these words cannot relate. Figured I was on to something so much bigger than myself, and we should hang again because for you I’d crawl through hell. You are so damn irresistible when I hold you in my arms, and when we’re locking eyes, I realize that flawlessness is truly what we are. God knows I’ve waited to finally meet the perfect one. To hell with all of my friends who say that we can’t be in love.
You give me a reason to make myself believe in life’s perfections. I promise that I’ll be there when you call. I swear I’ll love you baby, oh, to fucking Pluto and back.
Now and then, I still consider how this summer’s bound to end and how the sullenness of winter’ll surely rear its ugly head, but you should know that I would never change a moment from each day that I had spent with you cuz I wouldn’t have us any other way. I’m certain that I’ve shared with you all that you are to me, but I’m determined to repeat myself a thousand times cuz I want you to see I need you baby. Well, can we give this thing a shot? If you answer yes and acquiesce, let’s give it everything we’ve got!
The future is brighter when I am by your side. Just know I mean it. I promise that I’ll be there when you call. I swear I’ll love you baby, oh, to fucking Pluto and back. You give me a reason to make myself believe in life’s perfections. I promise that I’ll be there when you call. I swear I’ll love you baby, oh, to fucking Pluto and back.
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Tuba Time
01:24
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Well, here we go again. It’s late and I can’t pretend that I’m gonna sleep tonight with you on my mind. Wide awake, because I’m thinking about the perfect day that we had spent together. Honestly, I never wanna say goodnight…
Cuz out of all the things that drive me wild, I love that sparkle in your eye when we lie in bed and talk away the night. I don’t even care if I’m redundant. I’m so goddamn in love with you. So perfect is this feeling, a love so true. And let me say that everything’s been better since you came into my life and that I’m really such a lucky guy. Whether we’re together or if we’re a million miles apart, baby will you please, baby will you please, I’m singing baby will you please possess my heart?
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College Hill
03:46
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Remember when we didn’t know how to drive, so we’d skate day and night and we never got bored of our friends? Who knew passing the time on Cattel next to Xy would be something I’d never forget? It’s still crazy to think that we’re aging so quick and we gotta let go of those times. When I think of them here, I still laugh at how clear they remain in my mind.
Just so you know, I’m not leaving here entirely, but I must go. On the hill I’ll keep my memories. When we grow old, I expect you’ll reminisce with me about our home and the time we spent on Reeder Street.
Now, when I walk down the streets I’m aware that the scenes I remember have started to change. Generations have passed. I assume nothing lasts. Guess that some things just won’t stay the same, but as we’re moving ahead towards the life that is left, I look back without any remorse. This song’s for all of the kids who made my life a trip. Now I must finish my course.
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Tell it to Her
03:28
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So many things were left unsaid, as I recall the day you left. Is this what you want? Is this what you need? Is this how you thought with respect to me? It seems you didn't care if I'd rebound. You picked me up just to bring me down. And I can't resolve these unfinished ends cuz what hurts the most is I lost a friend in you.
But please don't think that I'd go back in time to change this. Thanks for the memories of when we'd hang and I'd look in your eyes and think that the best is ahead of us.
And she said: "I, I've been thinking hard about you and I and the way things are. And I realized that I'd rather be all alone at night. It's not you, it's me." It seems you didn't care if I'd rebound. You picked me up just to bring me down. And I can't resolve these unfinished ends cuz what hurts the most is I lost a friend in you.
To act like it's alright would be a fucking lie. I hate that I want you. I hate that I need you tonight. Been trying to let go, but it's so difficult. I hate that I want you. I hate that I need you tonight.
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